mulut nak kena koyak.

tolong jaga mulut!
jgn ingat aku boleh tahan dgn mulut ko setiap masa!
bodoh.

'im not a girl, not yet a women'

wey people. im turning EIGHTEEN ok!!!! bukan EIGHT! errrrrrghhhhhhhhh.
trust me. im a good girl! ;)

random.

hey there. roommate gone. and im alone lagi! persuading insaf to come over here n spend my weekend with him tp tak berjaya. sedih. sedih sgt.

i go tru some brochure or pamhplet i took during the edu fair here in kmpp, starting to do some 'research' n really hv to start thinking of what im gonna do after matrix (teruk kann. no, ill stick to my pharmacy.insyaAllah. but if sumthing happen ke ill find other alternative.haha)

pathetic me. i just stay here during weekends. people usually kuar awal2 sem ni hav fun but me? kat room je kot,belajar, not exactly belajar but i did my report ke tutor ke consol ke ape2 lah kan regarding BOOKS! urghh.

just done formatting my lappy. (im not d one who did it. i sent it to someone laa kan). they dont have vista. shitttto. vista tade, lg kan win 7 kan. lagi laaa kuno nye. so im using xp and WITHOUT wireless n sounds. ini lgi rase nak carut. if i cant online at least i can watch movies ke songs ke ape kan but ni haramm.sume tak bole dh. (i have to install it from d laptop's cd but its at HOME!)

thinking of going back home every week in december but but but..mid sem is coming and and and haaaa. $$$$! urgh. (ayah, if ure reading this. which i doubt u will. LOL, can i??? huhu)-i wasnt surprise i found ayah's fb account the other day ohh. duhhh. haha

ill stop here. gonna do sumthing but idk wht. mandi maybe. haha. i miss evrybody. xoxo~

fuuuuuuh!

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that i don't hear them talk
Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away?

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry, cry

thank you J.M :)

I see lovers in the streets
Walking without a care
They wear it out loud
Like there’s something in the air
Oh well, I don’t care

They’re treading lightly
No they don’t sink in
There’s no tracks to follow
They don’t care where they’re going
And if they’re lucky yeah they’ll they’ll get to see
And if they’re really really lucky
They’ll get to feel

And it kicks so hard
It breaks your bones
Cuts so deep
It hits your soul
Tears you skin
And makes your blood flow
It’s better that you know
That love is hard

Love takes hostages
And gives them pain
Gives someone the power
To hurt you again and again
Oh but they don’t care

And if they’re lucky yeah they’ll they’ll get to see
And if they’re really really lucky
Then they’ll get to feel
And if they’re they’re truely blessed
Then they’ll get to believe
And if you’re damned, you’ll never let yourself be deceived

-love is hard-

13 gadis2 ku

babes!!!!!!!! i mimpi us semalam!! we had fun makan2 like we used to do back then. makan ramai2 bising2 buat kotor sume!!! damnnn i miss u guys so much! seriously!~

NIK HANIES IMAN NIK AZLAN
MELISSA IQLIMA MARZUKI
ZAHIDAH SYAZANI MOHD ZAHIDIN
LAILA MARIA MOHD ZAKI
ELENA EZZATY AZMAN
NUR ILY ALYEA AZMAN
DYA DAYANA SAHROM
SITI ASIYAH SAZALI
SITI HASNATUL NAJWA PERDANA KHALID
NURARISHAH MOHD NAZERI
FATIN NAJIHAH ABDUL AZIZ
FATIN NABIHA ABDUL AZIZ
SARAH MOHD YUSOFF

loves~loves~loves~loves~~~~~

5 months :)

happy 5 months Insaf Jait :)
' 3 words, 8 letters, say it and im yours..'
I LOVE YOU!!!
am i yours now?? ;)

second semester

second semester. start esok! ohh damn.
good luck naa! :)

awak dirindui lah :)

goodbye sem 1. hello sem 2.

oh shitt. going back to kmpp tomorrow. alone! ok . im alone! (tak suke). ;(

thanks to ska whos gonna pick me up and send me to kmpp.

as i said. i wish i cud have a longer holiday. sgt tak puas duduk rumah. (bukan duduk rumah exactly but i wanna go hanging out with more people i know) sorry i cudnt meet some of u guys. and i want to meet a few people jgk but i cant. next time la maybe.

spend some days with insaf. cannot weh. i miss him dah. even kejap pun dh rindu. fuuh ;(

tadi ade celeberate-5months-tru-webby-session. hehe. i blow a candle kt my muffin i made for him and terlupe nk bawak, dammn so sorry honey . ;* and i wrote, 'SAYANG; HAPPY 5MONTHS. I LOVE YOU' mamat bace satu2 mcm baby belajar membaca, hehe ;) i heart u, muahx3!

ina ckp before hols. ade azam baru for sem 2. nak belajar betul2. nak siapkan tutorial cpt2. tanak tangguh2. huhu. nak jugak tanam azam. tapi susah sikit. ill try! NANA JGN MALAS DAH! please! xmau maen2 je dahh. haiisshh..

'Allah always has 3 replies to our doa:

1) 'Yes'2) 'Yes, but not now'
3) 'I have a better plan for you'

There's never a 'No'

yes sys, i quote this from u ...believe in d power of doa. Allah will help u. ;)

nana ade kesedaran sikit tibe2. idky. yuhuuu ;)

wish me luck for everything in d future. want to be better lah sikit. BUKAK MATA NAA!

guess thats all. idk what to blog about dah. have a save journey back to college ok, to all budak matrix. good luck muet too :) take care..

you & me ;)

si nasi lemak dan si mee hitam ;D

tak suke!

wehhh i hate sedih2 ni weh.serious. ape haaaal aku nih!

holidays almost end. urghh benci! nk panjang lagi pleaseee :(

not so satisfying holiday. agak bosan. tak berape ke mane. cume ke tempat yg seronok satu dua hari. terima kasih ye.

sudah mnguap. ngantok mungkin. ok bye